Analysis of I'm In Love

I've always loved him
My entire life
But I protect this from evil
He's ALWAYS been in my heart
My first memory is age three
I remember the first time
He communicated with me
In higher frequencies
I was hooked
Because it was the realest thing
I ever felt
Still is
I never forgot it
He is
THE ONLY MAN
I have ever felt free with
He is
THE ONLY MAN
I can be me with
He is
THE ONLY MAN
I feel real with
Nothing to hide
Just authenticity
It's the most beautiful thing
I have EVER felt
I have missed him all these years
But I had to protect how I felt
Time is undone now
I have no need
To remain in this matrix
I desire reconciliation
While all my contracts are null
This is the one
I want to keep
He is the ultimate man
I love him unconditionally
No one approves
Except my kids
I don't care
I love HIM because
He is worthy
He knows who he is
He's my dream
I Am kept from him
Because leaders
Treat me like property
But he is everything to me
I'm alive because of him
I want him
He still protects me
I haven't seen him in so long
But with him
The absence makes my heart
Burst from my chest
HE IS THE MAN I WANT
I know he will get this message
I've cleaned everything here now
Beloved
I want out
But I want to come with.