I’m drowning in the open air,
I’m suffocating as I breath,
Feeling the burden of nothingness,
And in the nothing I... – by E.S. Conway | 2 Views added 3 years ago
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Let me tell you about a girl,
Born without her voice,
Trapped inside the lie,
She told without a choice.
Many struggles tore her soul,
As the years stripped her bare,
Loneliness had taken hold,
She learned how not to... – by E.S. Conway | 26 Views added 3 years ago
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You wouldnt know a bad boy if he shot you in the face.
You think you know the right moves so let me put you in your place.
The right moves are the wrong ones and the wrong ones even worse,
you think you say the right words but the right words come... – by E.S. Conway | 16 Views added 3 years ago
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Lost a friend i never found
Only one to be around
Night and day you seem to be
Ever sooner leaving me
Losing touch and the will
You take it all with aims to... – by E.S. Conway | 4 Views added 3 years ago
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What you see is what you get,
if you take more, you will regret
the greed you show will seal your fate
a gateway drug to fear and... – by E.S. Conway | 49 Views added 3 years ago
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Now were at the cross roads
decisions to be made
made by other people
people to be played
play them like a fiddle
music to my ears
if they miss a single note
the cost will be in... – by E.S. Conway | 2 Views added 3 years ago
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I will listen when you talk
I will listen when you don't
I will notice all the little things
That all the others don't
I will quell your whispered screams
I will burn the lonely isle
I will change your twisted dreams
Give you comfort for a while
... – by E.S. Conway | 2 Views added 3 years ago
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Gentle sleep, my long lost friend,
Why have you left me this night.
Why have you left me to wander alone,
Consumed in hatred and... – by E.S. Conway | 6 Views added 3 years ago
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I felt once so deformed,
Unhappy in myself,
Wishing I chose another me,
From those upon the shelf.
But then I found the courage,
To listen to that voice,
that cherished little part of me,
She presented me a... – by E.S. Conway | 15 Views added 3 years ago
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Feeling lost in my own home,
A void filled with empty space.
Just little ole me, all alone,
In a cold and desolate place.
Too distant from the ones I love,
Too far from those I need,
Too far to feel companionship,
To fear I must... – by E.S. Conway | 6 Views added 3 years ago
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Sleep, the elegant memory of a dream.
Absent now, as if in punishment for a crime I did not commit.
Shackled in a prison of shadow,
Serving time outside of time.
Frozen in a single moment beyond emotion. Held in stasis by deafening silence, silence... – by E.S. Conway | 6 Views added 3 years ago
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Transmorphic light, known as life,
Played on a veil of dreams.
Beyond the very point of meaning,
By any human means.
Life holds no meaning in itself.
It takes a soul to find a truth.
A truth so pure and only yours.
The life you lead's your... – by E.S. Conway | 5 Views added 3 years ago
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A child of 5, filled with joy.
Innocent, alone, confused.
A child of 10, must be a boy.
Beaten, tortured, abused.
A child of 15, call him Jay.
Lier, cheater, smoker.
A man of 20, lying every day.
User, criminal, broker.
A man of 25, falling apart.... – by E.S. Conway | 2 Views added 3 years ago
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They're going to the beach today,
But I can't go,
Because they'll know.
I'll lay upon my towel,
Looking to the sky,
Then from out of nowhere,
I know I'll hear the... – by E.S. Conway | 4 Views added 3 years ago
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Happy face, happy face
Can you see my happy face?
See my smile, see my grin.
I'm thinking of my happy place.
Happy girl, happy girl
Trying to be happy girl,
Don't shut off, open up,
They must see a happy... – by E.S. Conway | 3 Views added 3 years ago
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1985, child 2.0
Which model will they get?
Even they don't know.
Still 1985, they think it's boy V 1
The hardware's there, it seems to work.
How could they be wrong?
1990, new programs galore.
but somethings not right,
The system seems... – by E.S. Conway | 7 Views added 3 years ago
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A look can be a powerful thing,
No words per se, but still a sting.
The eyes bore in, contempt is clear
A million slurs told in a... – by E.S. Conway | 5 Views added 3 years ago
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Slow deterioration over long drawn out years.
Undecided choices, clouded by the tears.
I have no more reasons, or none that I can find.
Cuts run too deep, though hidden in my mind.
I've learned from this a lesson,
Death finds us all in the end you... – by E.S. Conway | 23 Views added 3 years ago
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Happiness should be the journey,
Death the destination,
But modern life is one long pursuit,
Of self worth annihilation.
You cannot see the wood,
For all the wasted paper,
No longer going for a smoke,
Just sucking poison... – by E.S. Conway | 21 Views added 3 years ago
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Once I had an outy
(A penis some might say)
A vagina growing outward
It developed the wrong way
So after many years
When it all became too much
I decided to have it changed
To something I can’t... – by E.S. Conway | 11 Views added 3 years ago
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These words come from my attempt,
At my bachelors degree.
But this is what my brain is doing,
When you look at me.
The endorphins start the flood,
(With a little twist).
A shot of seratonin,
In an oxytocin... – by E.S. Conway | 4 Views added 3 years ago
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When you're low and need a rise
Take my hand and close your eyes
I'll wipe the tears from your face
Take you to your happy place
Beyond the horizon of your fears
Beyond the shores of pain and tears
Past the fields of fear and hate
Finally reaching... – by E.S. Conway | 15 Views added 3 years ago
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Randomly sat
shedding a tear
Drowned in the cold
Wrapped in my fear
No reason I know
Or not one alone
Perhaps it's my life
The answers unknown
People can't help,
they are the cause.
Too many people,
All swinging... – by E.S. Conway | 4 Views added 3 years ago
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With power comes money,
With money comes greed,
Only when you earn it,
Can you take away the need,
Take away the fears,
Take away the yearning,
Take away hunger,
A lesson for the learning,
Learn it while your young,
and learn from your regret,... – by E.S. Conway | 11 Views added 3 years ago
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Learning lessons while your young,
Will save you from distress,
Listen close to everyone,
Though no-one knows life best,
No one person knows it all,
Though many do profess,
You must learn from your own mistakes,
Move forward and aggress,
Aggress... – by E.S. Conway | 17 Views added 3 years ago
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social suicide
egocentric genocide
symbiotic homicide
politics... – by E.S. Conway | 10 Views added 3 years ago
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Take a flight of fancy, to a past tale
where failures win and successors fail.
pessimistic express, all aboard please
we take you nowhere but still charge the... – by E.S. Conway | 1 View added 3 years ago
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Hey diddle diddle, the PMs on the fiddle,
The chancellors made us all broke.
The treasury’s bust, the farms are all dust,
And the monarchy’s become just a... – by E.S. Conway | 2 Views added 3 years ago
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Hello world, only me,
just thought I'd let you know,
The strife you've sent is almost clear,
Though progress has been slow.
The workload has been tough,
You've put me to the test,
But now I ask, nay I beg,
May I have a... – by E.S. Conway | 2 Views added 3 years ago
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If you want me for my body,
For that I loath the most,
You've got me quite mistaken,
That part of me's a ghost.
Want me for my laugh,
Or the way I make you feel,
Don't want me for the scars I hide,
The pain they holds too... – by E.S. Conway | 15 Views added 3 years ago
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Nothing like a mother
No-one can compare
No-one is as strong as you
The one that's always there
Your compassion has no limit
Your love it has no end
You make a house a home
Your my mother and my... – by E.S. Conway | 7 Views added 3 years ago
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Conceived in love
Believed in love
Deceived in love
Bereaved in... – by E.S. Conway | 3 Views added 3 years ago
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The strength of one
Alone from the start
Lacking a lover
But not lacking heart
Strength from betrayal
Strength from deceit
Strong is the one
That's felt real defeat
From down in the gutter
One becomes free
Free from the love
The world denies... – by E.S. Conway | 2 Views added 3 years ago
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Born amidst the shores
Of a calm and loving land
Lie the foundations of us all
Each person made of sand
In life we get a handful
A hundred thousand grains
A myriad of souls
Is all that they... – by E.S. Conway | 8 Views added 3 years ago
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Some days life seems hard,
Others merely long,
Sometimes I feel life's a joke,
Where everything goes wrong.
Some days it seems I'm happy,
Though rarely this is true.
I just keep my feelings to myself,
There's no need to bother you.
Some days are a... – by E.S. Conway | 4 Views added 3 years ago
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I beg of you, give me hope,
Give me strength to carry on.
Take away the pain I feel.
Take it back, make it gone.
Take away the daily shame,
The anguish which I bare.
Take the part that is not me,
That I never wanted... – by E.S. Conway | 8 Views added 3 years ago
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Can you see the pain,
That lives behind my eyes
Can you hear the truth,
Through all my smiling lies,
Can you feel the torment,
My body causes me
I'm living for the day to come,
I can live with what I see.
If I smile and I seem strong,
I'm doing that... – by E.S. Conway | 25 Views added 3 years ago
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Life often has its hardships,
It can be difficult, that's true.
But when you stop and really think,
There's only one thing you can do.
Keep on moving forward,
One moment to the next,
Forget what you can't change in life,
Live with no... – by E.S. Conway | 29 Views added 3 years ago
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Life outside the line,
Not following the rules.
Terror on the streets,
Bullies in the schools.
Bigots on the internet,
Trolls on social media,
Never really smart,
Just reading Wikipedia.
Independent research,
No one uses that,
Because they heard it... – by E.S. Conway | 4 Views added 3 years ago
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Hey there mr Bigot
Seeing with your mind
Perceiving what you wish
Not believing what you find
Seeing is a sense
But eyes don't mean you see
Seeing is believing
But believing isn't... – by E.S. Conway | 1 View added 3 years ago
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