How come thou art silent today !

In this day of victory festival,  thou art sitting silent with no answer,
Thou know that this silence makes the daylight dimmer.
About whether dost thou feel guilty as thou gave me the bum steer,
Rather tell me everything clear
whether thou consider me an amateur
And thou will not let me do what I desire.
If it was thine decision for me to be rejected to a corner,
Then thou should have hinted earlier,
However feel not guilty, it doesn't matter,
I do not mind, I do not care.
What only I want to make thee remember,
Whlist in my childhood my memory broke forth in a flower,
And thou would send message over and over,
The whole memory is still preserved in my obscured layer.