I LOVED YOU.........

I loved you with all my heart, I defended our love and now your trying to tare me apart.

I wanted you and you said the same, now your playing like you have amnesia when you must be insane.

The whole time we were together I thought that your feelings were for real, for the most part I believed you but I think you soon went left field.

I shared my life with you on a level of openness that never have I with no other, and although you shared yours with me I think you soon had another.

I loved you so much and I'm confused at how you could put me out in this way, after you told me you loved day after day.

Your tearing me up inside I've never felt such pain in my life, you would hold me throughout the night as you told me I will always love you.........my wife.

I gave you my all, the first time in my life that I let myself fall.

You promised me the world and a life with you forever, after all the things we been through and now your acting like it's whatever.

Your like 2 people one I loved more then you could ever know, and the 2nd is the one that I'm afraid I had to let go, he is the one that I didn't ever want to know.

Because I've searched for the first one only to keep looking for nothing because you were already gone, and only to find the second one and he was the wrong one.

I just don't see how you can break me the way that you are, can you honestly sit there and tell me that your happy with who you are, how could you look me in the eyes and say..... your in love with me yet keep pushing this far.

I never in a million years seen any of this coming, maybe you're just one hell of a good actor or maybe you just think this shits funny.

But to be honest the way I feel at this moment in time, is that you don't even deserve to be in this poem....or any part of my life that I rhyme.

By Celina kaminsky