My Boy My Son..

It may be a matter of the heart but when its broken it don't matter  all thats going on inside while I climb the grieving ladder is a million thoughts of you and memories by the way I still ask God why he called you home that day.
My first born son my pride and my everloving joy the best friend I will ever have my precious baby boy, although you were a man at the time one thing is so in my heart you'll always be my baby boy just know, all the years that you been gone have been in my life real rough for the short time you were here just wasn't quite enough , I would give anything to just have you back  with me they say that time will heal the pain but that will never be.
And I don't know for sure if I'll ever see you again I just hold on to the memories and hope they never end .
My son if you can hear me from wherever it is you be  just know I love you so much love always. Your ma T.