The waves

Let's get it right, even after long periods of exhaustion and irritation, I cannot give up or afford to lose the effort it is to the prize the ocean this way, the smile I see, is the reason you see, despite my thoughts...the smile is the reason now, the belief that things get better and life moves and there you see it so I must follow it, yes it thrives and crashes on us like waves,  I believe in progressing like the waves in the ocean and why can't I? Because you say it's not how I should feel? Pity to you that has never felt the ocean engulf you and then release you with the bitter taste of its waves with the urge to engulf you again and remind you of what is beyond you and what you cannot neglect.
I hope you never feel this waves.