Analysis of No

How does it feel
To be trapped in a room
Where you know you shouldn't be in

Trapped with a feeling of disgust
Wanting to scream for help
Your insides shifting
Heart impatiently beating

And all because they fein for something
They can’t have
Touching what does not belong to them

My mother always taught me no means no
But when the world sees a no as a yes
When your words are trapped on the tongue

“No stop”
“I don’t want this”
But all you can say is please

Pathetic
How come I can speak
Where my words do not belong
But when my life

My dignity
My innocence
Is on the line
And all I can mutter
Is a simple please

When my head is screaming
“NO!”

That moment where your body is no longer yours
When your taking orders from another
Completely vulnerable in your own skin
Hoping that it's only for a moment
Trying to find comfort in the dark
Trying to find peace after all is said and done

Was it my fault?
Am I to blame?
Oh to find peace
In a dark and twisted place