Analysis of New Beginnings

Torn between the two
One I loved yesterday  and one today loves me much
Lost in the past history the only thing we have in common
The future has great promises, abundance is waiting at the finish line
Should I stay or leap into the arms of everlasting joy
The trail has been long, mountains I have climbed
Fear ignites and hunts like wolves in the forest
Wolves that eat at every dream imagined
Future talks sweet things of a woman full of knowledge  and a calling of an angel
No more will I wait to be happy
Prolonged joy  shall disappear  like a faded fog
I deserve not to people please, run after my destiny
I don't know what tomorrow  may bring but new beginning is my calling